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You can’t imagine my disgust when I looked at the sky & didn’t feel your embrace. I didn’t feel anything, I think I’ve reached my all time numb level. I can’t feel you God, I can’t feel you Grampa. No one could even fathom the pain that kicks in my chest from this ugly truth. I’ve grown so accustomed to just taking a glance at the sky & feeling your love, but now it all seems so far away, not only your love Grampa but even God’s.

I am not worthy to even be heard by him, & yet he keeps me here. He has so much more to worry about I couldn’t possibly bother him. Ha, look at that. I feel like I bother the lord our God himself. Hmph. 

I miss you both,…I don’t think I’m strong enough to do this anymore…

vhsordaniel:

Ugh, I wanted to get it over with and now I have to wait longer.

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Fuck this, you aren’t calling tonight</3

I’m gonna tell you everything, its hanging from the tip of my tongue, so please call tonight…I wanna make you the one<3

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